Mental Breakdown

WHY DO I CHOOSE PHARMACY?
I THINK I HAVE CHOSEN THE WRONG PATH.
I SHOULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING ELSE.
LIKE MUSIC OR ACTING OR WHATEVER.
ANYTHING THAT DOES NOT RELATED TO MEDICINES AND DISEASES.
I WILL BE FINE WITH IT.

TAKE MY NEIGHBOUR AS AN EXAMPLE
THEY CHILL EVERY NIGHT!! I SAY EVERY OK?!
THEY TURN ON THEIR SUPER LOUD MUSIC,
AS IF THEY ARE IN A CLUB, FORGETTTING ABOUT THEIR NEIGHBOURS WHO ARE HAVING EXAMS!!!THEN KEEP SHOUT LIKE THEY ARE TORTURING EACH OTHER.
WHAT THE HELL!!!

BLOODY HELL!!! I AM DAMN ANGRY WITH THEM COZ I CAN'T CONCENTRATE AT ALL.
YEEKEE, AT THIS MOMENT I THINK ONLY YOU CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL.
I FEEL LIKE BURNING DOWN THEIR SOUND SYSTEM,
TORTURING THEM BY CUTTING THEIR THROATS
(SEE WHETHER THEY CAN STILL SHOUT)
THEN KILL ALL OF THEM ONE BY ONE, AND THEN THROW THEM IN LONGKANG
LET THEM FAT MOU!! LET MAGGOTS EAT THEIR BODY..

OH MY GOD.. I THINK I'VE GONE CRAZY!! I NEED A LONG BREAK!!
I AM SUPER DUPER STRESSED RIGHT NOW!!
IF I DON'T EXPRESS IT I THINK MY HOUSEMATES HAVE TO SEND ME TO PSYCHIATRIC WARD ALREADY. I JUST CAN'T STAND EXAMS ANYMORE!! I HAVE SO MUCH TO REMEMBER BUT MY BRAIN IS SO SMALL!! TELL ME HOW TO FIT EVERYTHING IN THERE?? I AM NOT BORN WITH GENIUS BRAIN OK!!

HAIH.. THINK I SHOULD STOP COMPLAINING AND SHOUTING ALREADY. I BETTER CONTINUE WITH MY REVISION BEFORE I REALLY GO CRAZY COZ I CAN'T WASTE MORE TIME IF NOT I WILL NOT HAVE TIME TO FINISH REVSING ALL MY LECTURES.
GOD!! PLEASE GIVE ME MORE TIME!! I NEED MORE BREAK!!! I WANT TO CHILL ALSO!

HELP ME!!!

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