.........

原来。。

拒绝入睡是因为害怕明天的到来。

但却忘了，

难道不睡觉就会没有明天吗？

笨死了

救命啊！

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:)

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Who am I?

噢，趙傳竟然唱出了我的心生。。 ^^

BUT..

what keeps me going is this..

Jia you everyone!!

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这也太感动了吧！

我突然。。好想回去童年的那段时光

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我，看开了吗？

Remember i was cursing someone a few days ago?

Well, now I realise that I was wrong.

i shouldn't have done it.

coz she was not as bad as I thought.

I guess this is a new experience that I learned since I stepped into this real world -

which i call it as 笑里藏刀的社会

I always know that everyone is selfish

BUT i didn't know that it can be so cruel

People can be very nice and lovely, smiling and joking with you BUT

when you turn around, you won't even realise that someone has just back stabbed you with an invisible knife!

How cruel..

This is what I've observed so far.. the worst side of human's world.

But..

I also see the bright side of the world..

somehow 人之初 性本善 this thing exists.

Sometimes, it just takes a little while for you to realise that people can be very kind

PROVIDED that or AS LONG AS they DON'T get into troubles..

我说啊。。

人。。就是这么的矛盾 XD

So, why bother??!!

HAHAHAHA..

So, DON'T CARE la.. =P

(hmm, this sentence reminds me of someone, you know who you are xP)

那就看开点吧！=D

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Its a song again! XD

Hmm~ nice song~~ ^^

If only I were back at home with you in your sis's wedding today..

Now I can only listen to this song on youtube leh.. sigh~

It reminds me of my brother's wedding.. can't even remember if this song was played on that day now.. :( I think they did play the song, coz it's a must-have wedding song! Hope the next time I hear this song will be soon la.. perhaps, on my erke's wedding?? hehe

Tomorrow is Monday again.. sien. Never mind. I only have 246 days to go!! haha

p.s: hehe.. no choice la you..

have to tahan and listen for another 8 months =P

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回家

p.s: YOU- I think this is what you want to sing to me ba.. right? XD

and I sing this for you~ :D

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You b*tch, me become a w*tch!

I CURSE YOU I CURSE YOU I CURSE YOU!!!!

好想辞职不干了

受不了一个老巫女

根本就是一个没教养的老红毛 X.HOLE!

If only she's the one who's off sick..

I don't really want to curse someone but she really makes me feel like..

CURSING HER TO DEATH!! YOU TWO FACED BITCH!!

Sigh~

I'm gonna see her for quite some time i guess..

coz i'll be sent to that store very often till the new manager is back from her sick leave.

How depressing to know that I'm going work there A.G.A.I.N

I will try to treat her like a hollow big fat ass old woman.

I will keep telling myself that I CAN"T SEE YOU!

yes i know I can do it.. I will learn to pretend from today onwards!

Please GIVE ME STRENGTH.. my lord~

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Superwoman

我只想说。。

一个人过的日子好漫长， 好难过。。

我只想累的时候，有个肩膀可以让我靠着。

那是多么幸福的事。

我想。。也许我是真的累了

原来，想做superwoman 不是那么容易的。

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oooh yeaah~ self-satisfaction!

I had a good week this week!

All because I was sent to nice stores.

Managed to meet my mur target!

So yeah, I did 10 this week! woohoo~

and a few new services that've just started 1 month ago!

not something that I should be proud of coz I only achieved this after 3 months since qualified.

Lousy me! but nvm.. I'm still happy :P

it's SELF-SATISFACTION! hahaha

It might be the last time I could actually do this..

coz I'll be sent to a very horrible stores very soon..

But I'll stay positive.. coz I don't want to end up with depression, just like others..

in T.H.A.T store.

It's Sunday again tomorrow! weeeeeeeeee =D

p.s. hope those who were involved in the accident are all safe and sound. God will bless you all.

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For you~ Puff

Bulat misses you~

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Weekend! Yay~

Yay! finally it's weekend again!!

and my first Saturday off after so long!!

I shall appreciate my day off today coz I won't be having any day off on Saturdays next month. :(

I will definitely spend the day wisely!!

BRISTOL! I am coming! To say goodbye to my melon before she flies back home :'(

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STOP! STOP! STOP!!!!!!!!!

Please STOP complaining people! I BEG YOU!

I'm so FED UP with all this now.

What a STUPID culture in this ass.ho country.

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Productive day! Feel good~

Finally.. it's sunday again!

It's the only day that I love the most now.

Coz it's the only day that I know I don't have to go to work.

I do have one day off during the week if I work for Saturday,

but IT'S NOT FIXED! hate it very much at the moment.

I can have Mon, Tue, Wed, Thu, or Fri off depending on whenever they want.

It's all for their own good, their own business. *phey*

Anyway, I did enjoy my day off today.

That's because I had a very productive day! =D

I woke up early today at 8, i know i should sleep till midday but i didn't!

So what did I do?

I had a very peaceful morning

no annoying customers, no people complaining, no one talking around me

all i have is my own sweet peaceful time! in my comfy room :) Love it!

Then I went out for grocery shopping in the afternoon, saw something happening in Taunton, something to do with poppy coz I saw the logo. Should be a big event but I didn't bother to watch coz I REALLY WANT TO AVOID BEING IN A CROWD! especially on Sunday. hehe

Then I have decided to cook something (quite many things actually) nice this week.

So.. I cooked my yummy lunch - singapore style bihun

then marinated pork for one of my favourite dish - "dao you bak"

Got the recipe from Ban coz the last time he cooked the dish, it was FAB!

Still missing the taste of it :P *I don't only like BKT o* hehe

I then watched 3 hours long taiwan's 100 years annual golden award ceremony - very tiring lol

and then back to cooking session again.. that's coz it's dinner time la.. haha

Guess what? I made konnyaku jelly with longan in it!

and I also prepared tikka massala chicken for this week's lunch!

I have decided to delay cooking the pork I marinated this afternoon coz my fridge is full!

So let's cook it tomorrow or on tuesday la. hehehe

That is it! Does it sound productive to you? lol

well it is for me coz do enjoy cooking, but not washing up though. :P

if only someone can help me do the washing next time.. *you know what i mean haha winks*

Really miss those happy times when we were all still in Uni :'(

Puff, Abby, Sharon, Kimmy, Kok rong, Simone, Kenny, YQ&KG, Tho Wei!

We should plan another cooking session together-gether in Malaysia one day! haha

That's not my idea, it was Edwin's. XD

Well, hope it'll come true la..

3 hours left and it's Monday again. How sad.

Can't wait for next weekend to come..

coz I have a good plan oooo

Im going to Bristol next Sunday to meet up with Emily, Jackie and Manda!

Before Manda leaves the country, and before I leave the country too - next year! haha

OK. I shall enjoy my last few hours before I go for another battle tomorrow.

Goodnight everybody! Hope you had a nice weekend too! =D Bye~

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feel like giving up now..-

Im extremely exhausted.

I need a holiday!

I need a good rest.

Been coughing for 3 weeks

Now with a cold

Migraine strikes again after a busy day.

Back pain. Muscle pain.

What else do I need now?

I only want a good massage!!

One more thing..

I still don't understand why I keep convincing people NOT to buy vitamins or supplements.

Why can't they just eat properly? as in from daily diet?

eat more fruits and vegetables! THIS IS IT!

Ah.. W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R

SPEND ALL YOU LIKE!

I . DON'T . CARE . NOW!!!

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最近的心情

-dE_prInceSse-

寒中带暖

在寒冷的天气

能看见你的笑容 和

感受你无时无刻的关怀

那种感觉 － 是温暖的。 ＝）

谢谢你～

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What made my day?

A song that makes me smile.. =))

Hey you!

Cantonese version is nicer! :)

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b.o.r.e.d

Is it aug/sept 2012 yet?

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no moooooooooooooreeeeeeee

I cannot tahan any moreeeeeeeee! :'(

I may need antidepressants one day.

-dE_prInceSse-

p.s Jackie!

Hello hello Jackie!

How are you?? Hope you are enjoying your new job! :D

Me saw your post! Too bad I can't join you all next weekend. :(

It's gonna be a super long week for me next week, I'll be working for 6 days and only get Sunday off. Orz Work is getting tougher now. Sigh~ Life is never easy. Money is never easy to earn. Sad.

anyway, jackie-san! hope I'll be able to join you all for our next trip - Coventry! Visit our kenshin-chan! :D and hope you all enjoy London and the musical next week!! I'll drop by your blog some time next week and keep myself updated with everyone's life!

Take good care xx

p.s: if there is a chance, I really want to pay a visit to the sexy fried chicken restaurant in Bristol one day!! OK, Jackie? XD

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家

好想念回家的感觉哦。。

想要有个。。温暖温馨的家。

一打开门就有人微笑，嘘寒问暖的人。。

或至少回到家的时候有个说话的对象啊。。

我，好想家啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！

但现在。。我寂寞寂寞就好

希望这是短暂的吧。

我相信很快的。。我将会摆脱这寂寞之地！

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空虚

我心灵好空虚.. 好空虚

Again, i'm back in the country that doesn't belong to me.

Been back in this cold place for almost one week now.

I'm missing home like crazy. I want to go home! =(

The cold weather makes me miss home even more.

Having nothing to do during weekend makes me feel so lonely.

Yes, this is how pathetic my life is now.

The only thing that I can do is to make my whole flat full of noise by turning up the volume while watching some variety shows. I know it sounded very sad but it's true.

Perhaps, I'm just used to having someone to hang up with over the weekend for the past few weeks. And now, it's so hard for me to get back to "single life". T_T

One more year, just another year..

I promise I won't come back here again, at least not by myself..

I just can't bear with the pain when waving goodbye at the airport to someone that I really wish I could spend everyday together, trying hard to hold back the tears and put on a big smile on my face, so he will not worry too much.

I told him that it won't be as painful as the first time.

But, I'm totally wrong.

My heart still aches very much every single time I wave goodbye at the airport.

And this time, it's gonna be a year long wait till I go back again.

I guess this is why I felt the pain in my heart even more.

I promise.. I will be strong and stay happy till the day I go back for good!

I can't wait for the day to come..

Time.. please fly FASTER!!!

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T_T -> =.='' -> =D

Heartache - bike got stolen, money is gone.

Headache - busy at work, loads to be done.

but I'm also very excited coz my holiday is just around the corner!

4 DAYS LEFT!!!!

=D

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懂

原来。。我是一个没人懂的人

算了，我也不在乎了

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Well.. done done done!

Congratulations to everyone who passed the pre-reg exam!! Well done all!!

I am so happy coz everyone is very happy today!!

I bet those who worked today has provided the best customer service in the year by keeping a big smile on their face all the time. =D GOod Good good!!

It's a mixed feeling for me today though...

I feel excited and glad, in the mean time I feel very sad too..

I'm glad to be qualified now but that also means that I'm leaving my lovely colleagues and my good friends, who have been of so much help to me throughout the year. I really appreciate it. coz I wouldn't have made it without them.

Well.. we all move on. Im hoping that I can cope with the new environment, soon.

To be honest, I'm very nervous and scared.

The feeling is exactly like when I first arrived in the UK 5 years ago, all the way on my own to a new place which I wasn't familiar with. I swear you'll never know how it feels like unless you've gone through the exact same thing.

But I know I gotta be strong.. coz I'll be on my own again next week onwards.

No friends. No family. Just myself.

but I'll do my very best. and be strong and stronger!

as i know, this is called LIFE.

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EXCITED!!!

Im in the midst of revision now...

Ok now I'm not. But i was. Then I got side-tracked by something exciting.

YES! It's about my shopping!!

Guess what??!!!! MY orders have been dispatched!! They are on their way to me NOW!!!

I can't wait. I can't wait. I can't wait!!!! =DDDDDD

I love summer!! I love sales!! I love SUMMER SALES!!!!!

I'm so excited!!! XD

*It's a good sign - shows that the viruses and bacteria in me are not FIGHTING hard with the antiviral and antibiotics! aja~ aja~ ^^*

Hopefully I'm allowed to sit for my exam la. Fingers-crossed.

OK. I know I'm supposed to study.

I will go now.

Let you know when my shopping has arrived. *winks winks*

-dE_prInceSse-

My Chickenpox

Do you like my chicken pox??

I've got them all of my body and scalp. =(

They are sooooo itchy and painful!!!!!!!! T_T

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Cravings

I am craving for snacks right now - all of a sudden.

But I'll be a good girl. I promise I won't buy..

I'm also craving for bak zhang (dumplings).

Coz now is the bak zhang festival..

And I'm craving for asam laksa too..

and nasi lemak.. and wan tan hooo

and prawn noodles.. so on and so on...........

And again, I'll be a good girl.. I'll tahan.

It's all because..

I need to LOSE WEIGHT!!!

I've got 3 more months left.. until my beloved tarke (eldest brother) 's wedding day!!

Can't wait.. can't wait.!!

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=.=

I slept for 12 hours again!!

It's become a habit now.

I guess I'm just too tired from work.

But this is going to end soon!

That's ONLY if I pass my exam.

I need to switch on my exam mode!!!

I need to feel the gan cheong-ness in me!!

Stresss stresss.. Orz

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Is it better??

NO! Sitting for one whole day isn't any better than standing for one whole day.

So, what do i really want now? To be honest, I don't even know what I want.

That's sad.. I'm just too tired. I'm sick of doing anything now.

One thing that i really want now is..

A relaxing holiday!!!

Can I have it now??

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这次，我真的懂了。

刚看了 SS小燕之夜 － 最親愛的張惠妹

小燕姐曾经告诉amei的一句话。。深深的感动了我。

我想在和大家分享一下。。

小燕姐说：

“谈恋爱。。

就像一双鞋， 好不好看，是别人看。。

但是穿的舒不舒服，合不合脚。。自己才会知道

不要管别人说这个（男）人好还是不好

因为是你跟他相处 别人说的都不重要

最重要的是 自己有没有觉得 他对你好

深深的觉得 他能不能爱你 跟你的家人

能接受你 真正的自己。。”

真的好感动哦～ 对吧 ＝）太棒了！

希望你也和我一样。。懂了 ^^

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Mother's day!

Just talked to my mum on the phone..

and just had a good laugh..

I think i've got the world's funniest mummy ever!

i feel soooo gooood and relaxed after talking to her..

Although she does drive me up the wall sometimes..

but I do understand her intention.. after giving it second thought.

I found a very big secret from her today!

But she refused to tell me on the phone..

so only told me a little bit which made me more curious about it!!!

I can't wait to go home and gossip with her and my bros again!! XD

I also realised that they (mum and bros) do gossip about me too!!

Hmm.. wondering what else they talk about me at home..

will have to find out when im back!!

Stress.. stress... hehehe

I miss home very very very much!!!

how i wish I could celebrate my birthday with my family =(

Felt a bit sad when my colleagues asked about it..

anyway, Happy Mother's day!!

I love you mum.. ♥

I know that no one will love me as much as you do!!oh and papa.. lol you're the best! =D

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At that very moment..

At that very moment.. I thought I saw my gong gong (grandpa).

Then, I realised that I was wrong.. it was just a delusion.

I miss you very very much, gong gong~

That old man I met in store today just gave me a weird feeling that my gong gong is back to see if i'm alright.. I felt that when he pulled out his hand to hold mine all of a sudden.. and then smiled to me.. Don't get me wrong.. he's not those hamsap old man.. he is one of those nice and kind elderly man.. whom you will lower down your voice to speak to them in a good manner. =)

He was the kind of old man that you will have highest respect for, but in a meanwhile, you will also joke with him occasionally. Of course, it's a proper joke. =P

I think that's the main reason why I like my job.. It feels good when someone says "you're so kind or I feel a lot better now" I just felt that all the hard work I put in is worthwhile. =) Sometimes the little smile on their face can really keep me going for the rest of the day. ^.^y

Before I leave, I want to thank puff!! I finally received them!! Thanks for the card and present!! I know what it is!! It looks like you a bit leh.. XD Hope you are doing well over there!! Take good care ooooo xx hope to see you son!! =)

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I'm old

Time flies. I'm one year older, again. =(

Not only that, even my brain power is deteriorating. T_T

That's what I was told by a patient i served today. =S

He said: " are you retiring as well? " yeah that's coz I couldn't remember what day it is today. @@

anyway, I've had a different type of birthday celebration today.

I'm not in uni anymore.. I havent got lotsa friends around me as I used to have.

I miss my friends.. alot.. alot.. but i'm still lucky enough to have some nice and lovely colleagues.

but.. i do still hope to go back to uni time.. really miss those times we had fun together..

It's not exactly a very bad thing actually. At least now I realise how important they are to me, in my life.. without them, my life can never be as interesting and exciting. so, you all know who you are. ^^ Should I sing : how do i live without you~ hahahhaha

ok la. that's it. i'm too old for surprises now anyway. hahaha goodnight people.

I love you all! =)

-dE_prInceSse-

好想念你

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FOOD again..

Been really stressed about work, revision, and other online assessment lately.

Failed twice the online assessment but i finally passed the first section today!

Phew~

think i'll continue the other sections next time la.. lazy dy. =.="

anyway, lets talk about food!

coz it's more interesting, isn't it? :P

2nd takeaway that I bought from chinese takeaway in Wells.

not-so-nice

I AM SO..

D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D

I've now given up on the chinese food here..

So.. I decided to cook it myself..

My curry noodles!

Cooked a big pot ~ 1L

and I did finish all of them..

Time spent : 3 days! =S

One week later..

I cooked another pot of prawn noodles.

But.. this time,

I made half the pot! *clever liao lol*

So time taken : 1 1/2 days!! XD

and now.. I've eaten both types of noodles!

So I know what I should eat in London tomorrow!

*yes! I'm going to london for a day trip tmr! =D*

I'm gonna order NASI LEMAK!!

that is if we go to malaysian restaurant la.. hahaha

I'll let you know what I have in London when I'm back!

HAPPY EASTER everyone!!

^^

I'm miss potato

Hello hello..

I am Miss Potato. =)

Know why?

Check this out. --->

Yup.

Now you know why. XD

In fact, there were more..

coz I was too greedy to order a SNACKBOX + LUNCHBOX

with XL fries.. in EACH box!!

Well done, sing yeen!!

(Are you proud of me??)

and this is what I end up with.. =.="

No more fries for me in the next few months..

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Just TOO much..

One of the things that I get

when I'm stressed.

Yes. This. Orz

Too much calculation work today..

Brain dead.

=.=

and MORE work to do..

=(

I need a holiday.

I know one is coming soon!

Bank holiday! yay~

Tahan.. tahan.. for now.

but,

More to come tomorrow.

T_T

Dead.

-dE_prInceSse-

i need motivation

..........

no mood.

stress.

lazy.

motivation required.

=.="

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Daydreaming..

I miss Emerald Bay sooooo much!!

I miss relaxing on the beach..

I miss the sound of the ocean..

I miss crystal clear seawater..

and everything there!!

It was my first holiday that I didn't take many pictures..

That's because it was just too relaxing that I just wanted to enjoy every moment and remember it by heart. =) Yes, it was that precious! ^^

It was one of the best holidays that I've ever had!!

All thanks to Da! :-*

Wish I'm there now, lying on the beautiful beach and enjoying the sound of tranquility..

*i'm imagining now.. XD*

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Ooouuch!

I accidentally bent my nail upwards after shower.

It's so00000 painful!!! @@

That's the disadvantage of keeping long nails. =(

I think our nails turn soft when they are wet.

So lesson learnt: wipe your nails dry after shower/ washing hands!!

Oooooucch!! So painful. luckily the whole nail didn't come off.

Does this indicate it's time to cut my nails?? hmmm...

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Inspired!

I'm inspired by puff's latest post!

It's about shoes.

I'm currently watching 2 pairs of shoes on a website too.

To buy or not to buy??

In dilemma again..

Puff, it's hard to decide isn't it?

Especially when you've already got many pairs,

and some of them are still kept unworn in their individual boxes. =.="

Tough. Can someone decide for me on behalf?? =P

-dE_prInceSse-

=(

i dont want to work today. =(

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annoyed

i think me pms today..

donno what's wrong with me..

i just feel very "fan"..

with anything, everything.

but its ok.

just leave me alone..

i'll be alright.. soon.

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Should i even do that?

Somebody gave me a lift to work this morning!

He's one of our customers..

He saw me this morning when I was walking to work..

so he pulled over and offered to give me a lift.

I rejected him once, few months ago coz I was going to bristol for training that time.

So this time I had to accept the offer since I was not going anywhere else, but to work!

You would probably think I shouldn't simply get on someone's car.. and I think the same too!!

Somehow I think he wouldn't hurt me.. so I said ok. =)

That saved me from walking to work.. save my time and energy! =D

Ok. he even asked me to add him on facebook. I think Im gonna pretend that I've forgotten. hehe

I'm so tired today.. donno why. It's another busy monday i guess.

Tmr gotta work for an extra hour coz we've got no enough staffs in the morning. =S

I'm really very very tired. Exhausted. I need a rest. I need a holiday!

I WANT TO GO TO GREEEEEEEEEECE!!!! =(

but who can I go with?

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where's my beautiful sunday?

Downpour on Sunday? oh dear~

how depressing.. =(

where is the sun?!!

There goes my beautiful sunday.. =.="

-dE_prInceSse-

Emptinesss

Just want to say ByeBye to Kazehaya..

I'm feeling extremely empty now..

coz my anime has ended. =(

-dE_prInceSse-

挣扎

人生最痛苦的事是什么？

最让我痛苦的事是。。想睡觉却不能，因为某件事。

是的。。昨晚我挣扎了几个小时。。却不能够刷牙睡觉。好痛苦哦～

我为了某个人的幸福，我不敢开门上厕所。。

因为害怕破坏了他们的“好事”。 ＝。＝”

不过最后我也鼓起了勇气，加上BanBan 的鼓励。。我不管啦！！

因为如果我不睡觉，我今天上班就有可能让别人“长睡不起”啦！！ XD

... nothing happened in the end though.

No sound.

even if there was.. it would be my snoring.. LOL

Night.

-dE_prInceSse-

I'm wasting my time =.="

I love it when I finish work, the sky is still BRIGHT! =)

But I hate daylight saving, coz it does really affect my sleeping time.

So, what I did after work today was - NAP till 11pm. Amazing!

That's how tired I was today, after work.

Good thing is that I have half day off tomorrow! and that's my own training times.

My lovely tutor has allowed me to study at home, instead of trying hard to concentrate in the busy store. =) I love him~ for treating me so well. =D I think I'm really a lucky mango! ^^

I should better do something productive now.. since I've had a good and sufficient nap in the evening. =P

p.s: My FHM - kimmy chan has left for the cold cold China today. Hope he had a safe flight! Nyam more kimmy. I know you still stalk me! xP Take care there!! =)

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Lovely weekend!

Nice to have puff overnight in my house on friday night! =)

We had a great time eating out on friday night after work!

Had nice sushi and our main meals were nice too! I had ramen soup noodles! I regretted ordering mine coz I couldn't really enjoy it coz it's too HOT! I totally forgot that it's summer now. =( I shall order puff's next time!! coz hers was nicer. =P Then we went to bristol again for lunch! and I FINISHED MY FOOD! and puff didn't. THink now I know why i put on weight dy. T_T I need to cut down the amount of food i eat so that i can lose abit weight to appear nice on my bro's wedding day!! =D Can't wait for that!!!!! and I realise that my double chin is so prominent now when I look at myself in the webcam. ='(

I hate having daylight saving! coz I lost one hour of my sleeping time! I became so tired today and I ended up taking an afternoon nap till 3pm. =.=" and because of that I haven't done anything productive today!! and The lazy me don't feel like doing anything at all now..

can I not study/ revise?? =(

Sien..............

*I nearly teared when talking on the phone with my dad today. That shows how much I really miss home! T_T*

I want to go home!!! I'm a lonely mango.. it's becoming mouldy and going to rot soon..

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Kazehaya!!

Aw~~ Kazehaya is sooooo sweeeeet!! ^^

I've got tachycardia because of him!!!!! XD

Ep 10 is just fabulous!!

I'm so gonna watch it over and over again this week!! lol

You've definitely made my day, Kazehaya!!! <3

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lazyieeeee

Im so lazy to go to work.

Im lazy to walk back and fro everyday.

Im tired. Tired of doing anything.

What keeps me going is..

"Those who are in Japan now suffer a lot more than me.. so why do I complain so much??"

Hope things get better in Japan..

Lets pray for Japan..

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we are the champion!

yay yay!! LCW won all england 2011 finals!! hohoho

I was very negative about him winning this year..

even after he won the first set..

but he made it this time!! hooooray.. !! =D

we are the champion!! at least for this round la.. lol

ok. no negative thoughts again =P

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Boots Conference'11

Yoyo!! Just got back from Bristol. Went for Boots conference yesterday and it was great fun!! Met a lot of people from different countries and shared experience with others too! oh and I also got to meet my college friends!! I was sooooooo happy to see them again!!! weeeee~ Boys and girls are all grown up now.. so matured and well-behaved. hahaha

Anyway, I had lotsa fun at the Gala dinner last night! Food wasn't that great but I got to go crazy with my friends, partying with wine and dances!! GOod fun really. =) Sad thing is that our room was just too big. It made me feel so lonely sleeping in such a big room. Some of my friends actually went to sleep over at their friend's room!! But I couldn't do it coz you know I SNORE like thunderstorm!!! hahaha

oh and guess what? I've got a job offer for next year!! and the pay is not very good but it's not bad either! hahaha What I need to do now is to pass my exam in June la. hehe and then probably take up driving lessons and get a car?? That would be the things for me to consider after my pre-reg la.. coz I need to discuss with "consultants" first. heheh haih~ if only my h-GPS is with me.. then I don't need to worry so much about driving everywhere to different pharmacies next year! =( anyway, i'll only sort that out when the time comes la..

Now, I need to get some rest. Too tired from the 2-days conference. Information overloaded! and too much energy spent at the disco last night. hahaha

I'll be back again to put up some pictures later!! =) Bye~

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I'm back again.

Back again to the cold cold country. Not getting used to it yet. I was freezing cold last night. =(

Worst thing is I'm having jetlag. I fell asleep very early last night and now I'm awake at around 6am. Hope I don't fall asleep at work today. and also hope that I don't make any mistakes that can kill anybody. At this moment, I feel like going back to university when I didn't have to worry about having jetlag. coz I would have super long summer holiday and I would still have a few days off before the new term started again. Miss those times a lot.. a lot.. =(

And now that I've left those people at home that I love very very much, I once feel that home is the best place for me. This place doesn't belong to me anymore. It seems like I have no choice but to stay. Everyone has been telling me to go back home for good. but I really have my own reasons to stay, despite the pain in my heart that no one knows but you. Now I really hope that time could pass by very quickly and I can go back to the place that really belong to me and that all the people I love are not anymore thousand miles away from me. =)

For now, I'll have to bear with this pain. Coz I'll have to do what I have to do. I'll be strong and one day, I'll be back into your arms again, with lotsa happiness and sweet memories. =)

So today, no mistakes for me at work!! but i doubt so. lol

now, I'll stop being emo and get something fun to do!! such as iphone hunting?? =P

Have a good day people! =D

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doink doink

2 days!! Till the day I fly!! =)

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEWA YEAR EVERYONE!! May this rabbit year bring lotsa happiness, wealth and good health to everyone!! doin doin ^^

I have had a meaningful and unforgettable CNY, despite me being alone in Wells with NO celebration/ dinner with friends and family. That's because the sweetest guy in my life has said something that really touched my heart. I know he meant it, although I was just playing around with him when he said it. :P Thank you.. very very much!! I feel so lucky to have met you. =)

Jacky Cheung told me to tell you these...

每天愛你多一些

只想一生跟你走

♥

Have a great day!!

Make sure you don't eat too much fatty food..

make sure you don't gamble till you become a panda the next day!!

other than that, ENJOY!!!

GONG XI FATTT CHAIIII arrrr!!!!=D

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Hungry again?

What did you have for tea tonight?

Me have..

.

:

v

This!!

My dindin =)

*boiled broccoli, cherry tomatoes, Japanese curry chicken, oven baked fish fillet*

I love it! and I feel like having more after finishing this. XD

I am greedy.. I know!

But but..

The one that I'm actually looking forward to is..

This!!

This!!!!

and THIS!!

and alot alot more!!!!!!!!!hehe

Ok. I shall think how to cook my salmon tmr.. =S

Although I don't really feel like eating salmon..

No choice coz I still need to finish them since i've brought them home.

I have be to responsible for it.. Orz

17 days left!!! I'm getting more and more excited now!

I saw a pokey poisonous worm last night.

Luckily I managed to get someone to vacuum it and it died. =D

Hope nightmares won't strike again tonight. =(

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Time for salmon!

I just realised that i have not been eating healthily lately. That's because I saw so many salmons hibernating in the freezer since before christmas. and that also means that I've been eating like a Carnivor for months now! Orz Blame the weather coz it's still too cold. I think my salmons think the same too otherwise they'd be more than happy to go back to swimming again. hehe

So now, since i've got some time before winter ends.. I'm gonna think about the best place for them to swim. hehe Sweet and sour? too sour for them? Soy sauce? too salty??they might be dehydrated? what is I add honey into it? hmm they might like it. What else can i make then? other than those typical ones.. think they're bored with all those that I could think of now. Why not you give me some good ideas?? hehe Please give me some ideas!! I must at least think of one before winter ends, coz they will definitely want to get out of the frozen and tiny space then! =S

Ok. I'm going to stare at my "prince" now. after waiting for one week, I finally can see him now! haha.. Who is my prince then? You guess it yourself la... hahaa bye~ joi kin la :P

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It's TIME!!

Ok. I know it's time? It's time for me to start revising!!

After OSCE study day, I realised that my clinical knowledge is O! =(

I know I need to do something but I do not have any motivation at all!

Maybe it's because I'm too excited about going home in Feb! =D

What I'm thinking is what i should eat when I'm back, what should i do, where else i can do..etc etc! hahaha and drowning in my own world dreaming about my sweet times with "you". hehe

But, I am really lazy to do any work now! well, at least not straight after the 26th week review. hehe I think I should at least chill abit after the 6 months hard work. :P The good thing is I dont have to collect many evidence anymore! yay! coz i only need another ~ 10 pieces of evidence for my tutor to sign off the rest of the performance standards! but i can tell you that those are the most difficult ones. T_T tell me how to act like a pharmacist while my clinical knowledge is O??? =.=" I would say I will try my best la.. =S

By the way, guess what? We are seriously back to NORMAL now! We finished all the scripts on friday before 5pm!!! How cool! hahaha It was fun coz I actually set a time and told them that we MUST finish dispensing those scripts before 5pm!! And WE REALLY DID IT!! weee~ team work man!! hahaha I shall do it again next week but I have another deadline to meet - a clinical audit that needs to be completed end of Jan!!! it's my tutor's job actually but i'm helping him la.. good for me to collect quality evidence also :P so i shall target everyone who comes with a script for NSAIDs next week!! hehe Don't run away from me ok??? XD CAn i lock all of them in the room?? hahaha hmm there's a will, there's a way. lol

oooooooooh i love "kang xi lai laaaaaaaaaaa~"

Right, good night people. =)

I miss you~

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All done!

phew~ just done my week 26 review today! and guess what? it went well, better than i expected! XD I feel soooooooo relaxed now!! What i need to do next is to concentrate on my exam in June!

It took me almost one whole day to finish the review. =.=" coz I had to copy all the relevant evidence for my competencies into the review form. hard work man. but it's ok, i'll do it for my tutor since he's nice in signing off my performance standards. muahahaha.. Good thing about it is that i don't have to spend so much time writing up soooo many evidence anymore!! MUAHAHAHAHHAHA~ but of course i'll keep up with my performances at work! patient is our first concern ma. I know that. :P

Anyway, despite the long day writing up the evidence, I was quite happy to do that coz I could finally escape from all the scripts! although it's just for about 5 hours. hehe My feet were very happy though, they told me so. ^^

Right. A few more trainings to attend then I'm off!!! Off to malaysia!!! my home sweet home~

3 and a half week left according to Ban, coz i've totally lost count. I was TOO busy at work and collecting all the good evidence for my review you know. hehe

I can't wait for this 3 weeks to pass by ASAP!! I'm so excited about my spa massage!! i'm goona check out the list Ban sent me tonight. LOOKING FORWARD TO MY WONDERFUL SPA!! not long more to go.. hehe weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ =) Happy happy day!

Bye.. =D

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I love this video man! lol

Must watch this!!

lol~

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Poem translation

Wa hari-hari berdiri

makin lari makin letih

sampai wa hampir mati..

Kalau hari-Hari macam ni

Sampai wa tak tahan lagi

Mungkin esok pun wa jadi crazy..

Malay --> english translation

I stand everyday at,

it makes me more tired day by day,

until i almost die..

If it's gonna be like this everyday,

until the day i can't bear

perhaps tomorrow i might go crazy..

Eh? you guys notice that or not? It rhymes even in english version!! hahahaha

Jackie, sorry think i've just wasted your time reading my poem! XD

it's basically about me complaining about my recent workload. But luckily we're BACK TO NORMAL again! hehe we managed to catch up finally despite the level of staff we've got for this few months, as one of our superb colleagues is on her maternity leave. =( * i donno why we're still doing the similar amount of items (slightly less) as christmas period, i was very depressed last few weeks but i'm ok now! =)* hope you're fine there, jackie san!! =)

Chinese NEw year is just 2 weeks away from now!! I"m so excited about it! hmm my room doesnt feel like a hotel now.. it feels like home, with cny songs.. and me imagining colok's smell! hahahahha

Gong xi fatt chai!!!

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I donno what the title is

Wa bo lat

bukan sebab wa bulat

Kalau lari penat-penat

Wa rasa sangat bo tat!

ok. i'm lacking of inspiration now. So today was not a bad day coz staff level was alright. =)

I've decided to take a break tonight. =)

Looking forward to my coming holidays!! I will see you soon my sweetheart! and my beloved family members!! *I was very touched when I heard my tarke saying that he's keeping is leave till I go home! Love you all!! so as you.. and you know who you are. ^^

*jackie, I'll translate my "professional" poems for you tmr! =D

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Poem-ku

Wa hari-hari berdiri

makin lari makin letih

sampai wa hampir mati..

Kalau hari-Hari macam ni

Sampai wa tak tahan lagi

Mungkin esok pun wa jadi crazy..

Adoi~

Boleh ka wa balik rumah sekarang ni??

WA betul betul BO LAT LIAO LA!!

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):

I miss home..

I miss everyone at home too.. =(

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no hope..

No mood to do any homework tonight..

Just because I'm lazy.

Don't really feel like anything anymore.

No hope.

I'm just too tired.

Didn't know my stomach problem affects me so much.

I gotta find a way to deal with it soon.

But For now, all i want is FOOT MASSAGE!!

No hope.. me no hope anymore..only a few months left =S

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苦中带甜

Been extremely busy with work lately..

Our dispensary is full of scripts now, waiting for us to dispense.

I just don't understand why so many people still coming in with their scripts?

thought they've already collected all them of before christmas??

what are they panicking about now??

Work has stressed me out so much lately.

My stomach has not been in a good behaviour too.

Today, is my first day dashing into the staff room to look for food.

My stomach problem has come back again. Damn it.

It almost makes me collapse while at work - it's the first time my stomach felt so painful..

What now? Project, work book and studies.. all come together.. all at once. WTH!

Arrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! I can't take this anymore.

I hate studying!!! =(

But something did maake my day today..

Something stupid that I did made everyone laughed so hard! XD

I'm still laughing at it now when thinking about it.. >u<>

It felt so good to have the good laugh.. at least it helped us to relieve some stress at work. =)

Again, hope we dont get anyone walking in anymore! coz we seriously have loads to dispense!

and look at the staff level that we've got. it's really killing us man.

But what can we do, really? Be tough and do our best!!

I believe that good team work can overcome everything!! WE CAN DO IT!!

oh i think i should stop being blur at work sometimes.. I made a Dr blur on the phone too when picking up his call today! LOL it was fun though.. :P oh well good thing that he's a leng zai doctor and is very patient with everyone too.. hehe his voice is also quite sexy and man oh. ^^

ok. I've no mood to continue with my work anymore now. Im off to bed now. Bye!

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B.I.N.G.O

Do you remember..??

I said that there'll be some days when we will be really short of staff. So yeah~ What I said in my previous post happened today! BINGO~oh yay, I jinks it!!

But.. out of my expectation, what I said earlier just happened today! T_T Yes, on the first day of work in the new year. What a good start man. =S There were only 4 of us working today. 1 dispenser + 2 pharmacists (One of them went home at lunchtime) + Me! GREAT!!

So my feet are hurting like hell now. =(

Walk-in Rx's whole day NON-STOP.

So yeah.. we didn't even dispense A SINGLE PCS Rx. Fantastic!!

So the scripts are piling up now.. A lot more to do tmr then. Orz

Guess what my tutor told me on the last hour of the day? As me covering late shift so the dispense has left. I have passed my qualification as a dispenser today. >u<>

Right. I shall give my feet a good massage now. oh my poor feet.. i can't wait for the massage package which BanBan booked for me anymore!! I WANT MASSAGE SO BADLY NOW!!!

Ok la. I still have a lot of homework and studies to do. I better go now. Bye! Hope tmr will be a better day.. hopefully~

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Finally!!! DONE.

I'm done with packing now! All ready to go home!

hehe.. I'M SO EFFICIENT!!! =D

i know i sound like I'm flying tomorrow but i'm actually not. keke

40 nights left! not long.. not long.. =D

but i really enjoyed packing this time.. coz I'm TOO excited about everything!!

Eating those food that I've craving for.. seeing those that I've been missing for months!!

and most importantly, escaping from this cold and wet and windy country..

to the warm and ok still-wet-and-windy-but-I'll-still-enjoy-it country!! >v<

YOu must be wondering or thinking "singyeen is mad" why she does packing SOOOOOOOOOOOO sooooooooo early. hehe

Tell you la. Coz I have a feeling that I'll be seriously tired after work from tomorrow onwards coz we are really VERY short of staff!! I have checked the diary. There's one day maybe a few days that only 2 dispenser and pharmacist who are working for the whole day. OMG! yes. it's that bad. But don't worry coz I am physically and mentally well-prepared for this now. I had a super long sleep last night (1am till 12pm) to restore all the energy for the rest of my pre-reg year!! I KNOW I CAN DO IT!! I have no choice anyway but I have confidence that I can still cope with it. Mind you, I still have to do homework and studies oh, other than working. By the end of the year, I will become a superwoman! I hope i can la.. XD

I will be BACK to work again tomorrow. =(

Feel abit lazy coz have been lazying around for so long! That's why I don't fancy long weekend sometimes. =P

Anyway, hope you guys have a good start as well!! Stay healthy and happy in 2011! weeeeee

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=(

Again.. my new year resolution didn't come true..

On the 2nd day of new year.. i shopped online again!!

and this time.. it's not clothes, shoes or handbags!!!

It's for the stupid BNF!! T_________________T

I don't really want to spend on it but I dont have a choice. =(

I would rather spend the money on something else like clothes shoes or handbags!!!!!

and guess what? I just saw a nice coat on ebay!!

It's really nice leh.. it's the type that i've been looking for for years! Ok since 3rd year!!!

Now.. again, hope is gone. No boots. No coats.

Boots that I bought are all out of stock.

So what I've got now is a BNF. =((

I want to cry now.. T_T

my boooooooooooooots!! my cooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!!!!!!!!

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Yay! Half done!

I'm half done with my packing now!!

I'm so excited!! 40 sleeps left!!

hmm.. if only i can have 40 sleeps today and tomorrow is the day to go home!!! =P

I JUST CAN"T WAIT FOR THE DAY TO COME!!

New year new resolution! what's yours?

Mine is... STOP online shopping!!

I'm so gonna make it come true!

I won't shop online till I come back from holiday in march!!

I know I can do it! i can... yeah i think i can..

Hope you had a great day today! coz i did! XD I had a lil fashion show in my room today.. while packing! haha it was fun!! now i know i've gotten FAT now! I need to cut cut cut cut down the amount of food i eat! and NO JUNK FOOD for me anymore!! OK. let's make another new year resolution: lose 2 kg till the day I go home!! This one I have confidence in making it come true.. yeah I think i can.. hehe You'll know when the day comes! =D

Happy New Year again! May all of you have a great and better year ahead! ^^

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happy New year 2011

Happy happy new year everyone!! May 2011 bring you all success and happiness!! May those hot and sexy ones be more sexy and hot!! Make sure you dont cause global warming can already. XD

I enjoy my new year..! I know it's gonna be a very busy year for me so I decided to start my first day of new year with peace and quiet.. hehe Get myself fully recharged!! and then gogogogoooooooooooooo!!

Guess what? It's only 40 sleeps left till my long and warm holidays!!! How exciting man! I've already started packing today!! hahaha Ok. I think i got too excited already. I know it's way too early.. but I don't care!! coz I really can't wait to go back!!! It's gonna be fun. it's gonna be fun.. I can feel it now.. hhehe

Hope you have a good day too! and to those lucky ones who get to celebrate this day with your love ones.. appreciate this wonderful moment and enjoy every second with them! coz the person who is writing this now is very jealous of YOU!!! but of course, I feel very happy for you too! sooo Have FUN!!!!! =D

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