Why so useless?!!

Aiks.. Guess what? I fell asleep again!! while watching with a bunch of friends at home last night. Looks like I can never stay awake for movies at all! This habit can never be changed. So sad. I didn't really want to sleep but my eyes just don't listen to me!!! kek sei ngo =.=" IT's not that the movie is boring or not interesting.. it's just me who can't concentrate for 2 hours continuously! T_T Now when I think back why I always feel sleepy in the lecture. Coz it's one hour long!! Told you before, I can't concentrate on something for an hour.. So that makes sense why I also sleep in movies now.. 2 hours is just too long!! unless you kacau me in between then my sleepy mood will be switched off again. Hmm.. wonder how was the movie. and sorry to my guests who came over for dindin and movie. Sorry me fell asleep in the movie!! I know it's rude to just leave and come up to sleep. I will pay back by staying up in a movie next time!! I promise..

Or...

Perhaps I was too tired last night.. used up too much brain power in lecture and workshop. I need to rest! But don't think I can.. coz I have presentation on Monday and report due on next Monday!! oh hell.. now I realise that I don't really have enough time for work at all!! I have got a pile of journals waiting for me man.. How do I finish them?!! Tell me pleaseeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! T_T

Chorrry BanBan, guess you gotta continue doing your "tai cheong fu" job by waking me up whenever I fall asleep/ or when you know the interesting part of the movie is coming! hehehe but.but.. Next time I will try stay awake! provided I have enough sleep the day before and didn't do much work during daytime.. hehe

Anyway, Pharmacy Ball is just 5 days away from now!! Fuifyip!! hehe Can't wait to dress up and take lotsa lotsa nice pictures with my coursemates!!! Oh.. where is my mask?!! Why is it not here yet?!! IT better comes before the ball man.. otherwise I'll have to draw something on my face dy Orz

And.. and... One of the most memorable days is also just around the corner!! 6 more days!!!! lets count down with me people!! 1.. 2... 3...

Start!!

6

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OK! Have a nice day people!!

I'm gonna go get my breakfast now!!

See ya ;)

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2010 Tic TAG toeeeeeeeeee

Ok. I am free now and I don't feel like doing anything.. so let's play this!! Puff tagged me!!! Forget about the rules below.. coz rules are meant to be broken.. so why follow????!!! hehe Keep on reading if you're as free as me la.. XD Enjoy lo..

Rule #1:If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:Tag 17 people.

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? True true trueee..

Q: Been arrested? F

Q: Do you like someone? T

Q: Held a snake? T

Q: Been suspended from school? F (I wish so.. coz I really want to quit studying!!)

Q: Sang karaoke? T

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? Very the true.. it always happens!

Q: Laughed until you started crying? T

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? T

Q: Kissed in the rain? F. can't imagine myself kissing in the rain.. but definitely won't do it in msia!! coz of acid rain. XD

Q: Sang in the shower? True.. to annoy puff :P

Q: Sat on a roof top? F (I will never say yes to this.. coz puff will definitely say I'll roll off the roof top =S)

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? F (suddenly feel like swimming now =()

Q: Broken a bone? F (hmm..not sure actually coz I didn't go X-ray after my foot being rolled over by mom's car)

Q: Shaved your head? F (NO way man!)

Q: Played a prank on someone? T (Of course! Me like it!!)

Q: Shot a gun? True.. oh yeah, water gun! wahahaha..

Q: Donated Blood? F (wanted to but the staff rejected me donation coz they were packing up ready to go home =.=")

LAST PERSON THAT.

1. You hung out with? Puff.. shouting at each other

2. You texted? PUff again.. Omg! Is my life gonna be about puff only??!! OrΩ

3. You were in a car with? hmm..erke! My wonderful Dundee trip!!

4. Went to the movies with? BanBan, Puff, Kimmy and KR.. Avatar!! I want one!!!

5. Person you went to shop with? Puff again..and again.. and again..

6. You talked on the phone? OMG!! PUFF again! T_T

7. Made you laugh? TVB drama 老公万岁！Recommended! Very funny la

8. You hugged? BanBan..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? SUN!! No sun no energy.. =(

2. Winter or Fall? Winter! Then I can go on another Skiing trip!! hehehe

3. Left or Right? Right.

4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny la! Hate rainy.. wet and dirty

5. Where do you live? Bath..

6. Club or pub? Pub.. more relaxing.

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Got gua..

8. Do you want to get married? I want to marry a rich man! Then I don't need to work so hard anymore.. hehehe

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Cut it! Use my teeth.. keke

10. What time is it? 16.13 UK time

11. Are you afraid of commitment? er.. don't think so.. but I won't simply make one.

12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Freedom!! For now.. I want to do whatever I want!!

13. Do you cook? Yeah, me love it but I always fail T_T

14. Current mood? Sleepy.. @@ but I refuse to sleep coz today is the first time I actually have a long day to spend!! hehe.. coz lectures finished early today!!

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? Yeah.. goodbye kiss lol

2. Sang? "大丈夫，是我！" haha!! Puff loves this =P

3. Listened to music? Nope.. i'm listening to puff talking to her parents on skype hehe.. sorry puff, you're too loud. I didn't want to. =p

4. Danced? YUP! with my two crazy housemates!! haha.. it was fun man =D

5. Cried? Nope.. eyes too dry.

6. Liked someone you can't? YES!!! want to know who ar?? don't want to tell you blek

FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? No one. I went with a group of friends!! =)

2. Who was your first roommate? Brenda!! She's a great one! Me miss her now =(

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? haha.. it's after shock!! haih.. it will never happen again!! I quit drinking!!!

5. What was your first car? Chorry.. me no money to buy a car yet.. but I do own a toy car, does that count??

6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? when I was in Primary school..

8. Who was your first grade teacher? My tuition teacher!! She is a great woman!! There's a phrase she told us before that I'll never forget: For a happy and everlasting marriage, Husband and wife should trust and respect each other.

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Shanghai, China.

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? I have never done this before.. my parents are not that strict that I have to sneak out of my house.. haha

11. Who was your first Best Friend? Not something I would want to recall.. Can I skip this??

12. Who is your best friend? I have 3.. Jia, Minlee and Ai!!

14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? My erke. He's been doing this for more than 2o years!! haha.. Well, time to find someone else now.. =P who's willing to listen?? Let me know then I"ll call you next time! XD

15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? It's gonna be my eldest brother's!! Wish I can manage to get leave from work next year!! OK. I'm getting excited about it again now!!!

16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Check the time on my hp. Scared that I oversleep.. I can't miss any lectures!! Coz I am a GOOD student!! ^^

19. First tattoo or piercing? In Standard 1!! I was very happy when my mom bought me a pair of golden earings =D

20. First celebrity crush? Erm.. don't remember @@

22. First crush? hehe.. me paisei to tell la.. later he reads my blog i ma die =P Better not better not.. tell you if you msg me secretly! OK?? ;)

Ok. I got no one to tag coz Puff has already tagged my friends.. =.=""

If you happen to read this then you are tagged also la.. haha! BUt tell me if you do this ok? I want to kepo your answers :P Phew~ tired now.. such a long long quiz.. T_T

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Low mood

2nd semester has been a very hectic one. I feel like I am losing the ability to breathe normally anymore. I feel extremely stressed! But I don't know why. I think I just got myself stressed up for nothing. I guess it is because I know that I am running out of time. There are too many things to do.. but so little time! Or is it because I spend too much time for entertainment? I have already cut down a lot. That makes me so unhappy. I need to more chilling time! God, please give me more hours to spend per day!! And I also got very stressed when I couldn't understand the lectures. I am so dead. I know I am supposed to know all those things coz I am already in final year!! But, what do i know? Nothing!! =( I know that's bad. What should I do? Will I be able to cope and catch up?! I really hope i can..

It has not been a great year this year. There were so many things happening which kinda made me feel exhausted. I just feel that it is really hard to appreciate someone. When you really appreciate their existence in your life.. it always turns out bad and makes you think that what you have given was nothing.. coz they might not appreciate you at all... so called " yi xiang qing yuan". It makes me think that there's no GIVE and TAKE in this world. coz everyone only cares for themselves. What a pity.. Anyway, I know I should not generalise this. Right. it's just Another lesson.. and I am sure there are more to learn in the near future. This world is just not as simple as I used to think.

OK! By the way, I have got a mask for my coming pharmacy ball!! I am so excited about it!! Can't wait man.. hehe and one more thing.. let's count down!! 8 more days!! can't wait can't wait.. tell you what it is when the time comes :P hmmm.. at least I know what I can really appreciate in my life... =) Life is not that bad after all.. coz I still have something to aim for.. =P

OK. back to work.. been procrastinating since I came back from movie and dindin. Motivation!! I need motivation!! Ajajajaaaaa!!! bye.. byebye~

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Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year people!! and

Happy Valentine's Day too!!

I had lotsa lotsa fun celebrating both!! and hope you all did too!! =D

Will come and upload those pics when I get some free time to do it la..

Hang on there ya.. be right back soon!!

GOng Xi Fa Cai!!

Where is my ang pao??!!!

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Bei Pai Sei

YOu know what, this world really got bei pai sei punya people. Well, I just met one recently. That person is just annoying annoying and annoying. BUt never mind. Not that that person is so significant to me in my life. So i'm just gonna ignore. Just don't step on my tail or involve those people that I care.. That's it. YOu live your own life and I will live happily with mine!! So go away! Don't come near me!! Annoying people! Kick your flat ass man.. Well, I am happy now. Coz I have excluded your from my life. And im gonna be more happy this way! =D YOu are just invisible to me. That's how Im gonna treat you..

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Ah Dammit!

Dang, waking up feeling like I am in hell man.

My chesty coughs don't seem to get better.. dammit again!

Really wondering the cause of my cough..

My brother thinks it's because of stress..

nah I think it's the stupid environment..

the asss weather.. they just sucks!!

DOn't know why I think my mom can sense that I am sick here..

coz I just receive her email about treating excessive cough!!

Ohh mom oh mom... you are so sweeeeet...

I didn't know you have instinct! Can sense me sooooo sooo far away!! ^^

So i'm gonna make the world's worst drink ever tonight..

KNow what it is?? Ginger drink.. OMG!! Please kill me..

Can i not take that??

but if I don't take.. I can hardly fall asleepp!!

Shit.. What should I do??

I don't wanna take cough syrup either!! T_T

THis is seriously making me lose all my mood now..

I don't feel like celebrating CNY at all this year!!

All I can think of now is to GO HOME and have family reunion!! =(

Erke, I'm jealous of you too coz you're gonna have bak gua from home too. =S

Life just sucks when the mood is all gone..

CharMei!! I am working hard to find the movies the you want!!!

Hope i can find la.. =)

If not.. sorry ohhhhh!!

Anticipating your arrival here!! and your "er shi si xiao bf"!! lol

I am gonna show you my berbulu-bulu red dress!!

Prove to you guys that it's NOT a monkey dressssss!!!!! Orz

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I want freedom NOW NOW!!

*cough cough*

Damn stressed!!

sigh~ stupid stress making me cough so badly.. hate it!

STupid APS makes me suffering from APS now..

Can I choose to not care about anything and run away now?

I feel like packing my backpack and run away to some other countries where I can be like Tarzan!! Just live freely.. No competition.. No worries.. No fighting with humans..

Just forget about everything and be friends with animals..

but I must bring dogs with me.. esp my dog!!

coz they are the most loyal living thing in this whole!!

I need them!! Then I will also be protected when my enemies come and attack me..

OF course I cannot be that soft coz I need to protect the dogs too!! like Shi zhu..

but i know my dog - Doberman will always protect me coz he is a grown up "guy" now!! not my little "baby boy" anymore!! hehe =D Aw.. I miss him very very very muchieeee!! I want to see him!!! T_T but even if I'll be protected, I can't be soft too!! I need to be strong!! To fight!! hehe..

Yeah man.. Be strong!! I know I can do it!!! haih.. life is so hard!! SO many things to learn.. Can't I just transform into something else? hmm.. maybe fish.. swim freely with no worries.. can stay in the ocean also. me like it!! then can swim near the beach.. see the sun rise and sun set.. wah.. i already feel so relaxed while talking about it.. When can I have that kind of life?? Well I know it's still a long way to go.. =( Looks like I started talking crap again.. ok, I will stop it now. Bye..ByeBye~

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I love this feeling man!!-

Aw.. it's so great today. I don't know why.

But the weather is as usual.. it SUCKS!!

Alicia Keys has brought me alive!!

She rocks man!!

I am loving the atmosphere in my room now..

it's like my little secret space that no one is in except me =)

I feel so good!!!!!

Her music made my day!!

hehe.. puff, it's WEIRD that you didn't take afternoonn nap today!!

TOo happy dy ler.. keke

RIght.. I can't wait for Friday to come!!!

I am gonna enjoy the happening house party again!!!

Hope it goes as I thought la.. ^^

but it doesn't mean anything.. since you're gone......

Wonderful!

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PRomise!!

A promise is a promise!!

So I am gonna keep my promise..

I will improve my stamina and study study study!!

GOod motivation ya ;)

I can do it!!

Erke, I will not disappoint you!!

*but don't forget to come motivate me once in a while ohh ^^*

Gambateeeeeeeeeee~

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New Knowledge

A disease can be caused by many factors..

they include GENES and ENVIRONMENTAL FACTORS.

I recently discovered that GENES play a vital role,

However, ENVIRONMENTAL factors are MORE important in their roles of causing a disease!!

It is the most uncontrollable ones!

That is my personal discovery!

Can't figure it out?? hehe Too bad then.. =P YOu still need to work hard to be a professor oh! lolx

I miss home.. I want to go home! T_T

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Chinese New YEar!!

Yay!! Chinese New Year is coming again!! I'm gonna have more pocket money again! wee~ am listening to chinese new year songs now!! I am so in CNY mood!! haha.. Tell you something that I really miss.. after coming from my Dundee trip. I miss skiing!! That is for sure.. but I miss being with my brother more!! hhaha yeah, I was his gf for a week while his gf is way! He said so =.=" So we went out pak toh everyday and it was really great!! haha well, now I know how "xing fu" his gf is.. =D Of course I am also quite xing fu la... but not when bad things come out. I hate that.

Anyway, I really miss SINGING CHINESE NEW YEAR songs with my brother!! It was like this.. ... There was a night that both of us couldn't fall asleep.. so he started singing Christmas Song coz he said Christmas is coming.. wth! Super lame. And me after being kek-ed by him alot.. I couldn't take his madness anymore so I started scolding him! I said: It's CHINESE NEW YEAR that is coming soon lla.. not CHRISTMAS you dumbass!!! *yeah that's the way we communicate with each other.. sorry if you can't take it :P* And so, we both ended up singing chinese new year songs at late night until we both got tired. lolx Btw, his singing really sucks and he thought he could sing really well. So he told me this : Yeen, I'm gonna quit my job and become a singer. I was like "Can you please stop whatever you're saying to me now? Stop dreaming!!" Well yeah, that is how lame and funny my brother is.. He is not a good boy as everyone praises. So, dont judge a book by its cover!!

Right. Back to my chinese new year songs now! I am so excited!! CHinese New Year is coming!! I am gonna have more big ang paws this year!! and an extra one from my eldest brother!!! hehe

I am craving for bak gua so badly now. T_T

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原来，

如此。

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GOt Marrieeed!!

Yo people!! I am soooo soooo soooo excited right now!!! My Fei Zai tarke has got MARRIED!! omg!!! I am so happy man!! although I couldnt attend their engagement party!!! My tai shou is Sooo Sooo gorgeous man!! My tarke has very good taste, his wife is very beautiful!! *he always says that to me too btw haha* omg omg!! It's still a surprise for me really. Coz I just knew about it not long ago!! hehe.. I'm gonna have extra ang paw this year!! =D and hope can see their little baby soon soon!! Can't wait.. can't wait.!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ COngratulations, Tarke YOU DID IT!! Finally~ =)

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Z4!!

Just watched Top Gear with my bro..

Guess what I saw?!!

MY DREAM CAR - Z4!!!

omg!! I am so gonna buy one for myself in future!!

When can I do that??

When can I earn that much to buy it?!!!!!

So depressing.. I want MORE MONEY!!!!

ALOT ALOT OF MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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DuuuuunnDeeeeeeeee

I have arrived in DunDeeeeee alreaddyyyyy!!!

Had very nice Korean food today!! Yummy!!!! =D

hmm.. very tired of travelling dy.. gotta go to bed now..

good night people!! Tata~

Pictures will be up after my trip la! ehehe

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