Low mood

2nd semester has been a very hectic one. I feel like I am losing the ability to breathe normally anymore. I feel extremely stressed! But I don't know why. I think I just got myself stressed up for nothing. I guess it is because I know that I am running out of time. There are too many things to do.. but so little time! Or is it because I spend too much time for entertainment? I have already cut down a lot. That makes me so unhappy. I need to more chilling time! God, please give me more hours to spend per day!! And I also got very stressed when I couldn't understand the lectures. I am so dead. I know I am supposed to know all those things coz I am already in final year!! But, what do i know? Nothing!! =( I know that's bad. What should I do? Will I be able to cope and catch up?! I really hope i can..

It has not been a great year this year. There were so many things happening which kinda made me feel exhausted. I just feel that it is really hard to appreciate someone. When you really appreciate their existence in your life.. it always turns out bad and makes you think that what you have given was nothing.. coz they might not appreciate you at all... so called " yi xiang qing yuan". It makes me think that there's no GIVE and TAKE in this world. coz everyone only cares for themselves. What a pity.. Anyway, I know I should not generalise this. Right. it's just Another lesson.. and I am sure there are more to learn in the near future. This world is just not as simple as I used to think.

OK! By the way, I have got a mask for my coming pharmacy ball!! I am so excited about it!! Can't wait man.. hehe and one more thing.. let's count down!! 8 more days!! can't wait can't wait.. tell you what it is when the time comes :P hmmm.. at least I know what I can really appreciate in my life... =) Life is not that bad after all.. coz I still have something to aim for.. =P

OK. back to work.. been procrastinating since I came back from movie and dindin. Motivation!! I need motivation!! Ajajajaaaaa!!! bye.. byebye~

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