Blooody 20 pounds!!

OMG!! I just realised that money is not hard to earn!!

IT IS SUPER DUPER BLOODY HARD TO EARN!!!!

I just want 20 pounds!! TWENTY you know?!!

not two hundred or twenty thousand!!!!

and for me to earn the bloody 20 pounds,

It took me hours to finish the job.. =.="

coz the questions are so damn long!!!

Yeah.. I did some questionnaires online

and i'll get paid after I submitted my precious answers. :P

*not straight away.. coz they need to process the submission before they bank in money into my account! T_T*

But I have some problem while doing the questionnaires!

I don't even know whether I'll get the money!!

coz I accidentally skipped a few questions.

Aiks.. why is it so hard to earn money?!!

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p.s: It is freaking cold today! How can I concentrate?? Coz I just feel like hiding underneath my duvet all the time.. =S

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Coooooll

People! I am the very happy today!!!

Coz I found my manga, FINALLY!!!!
僕等がいた SEASON 2

Read with me..

and I bet you will fall for Yano-kun too!!! XD

http://www.mangafox.com/manga/bokura_ga_ita/v09/c032/5.html

p.s:// I want to pay a visit to Christmas market!!! Looks like today's weather is great! quite sunny =) Let's hope it doesn't get crappy later..

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觉悟

我开始懂了。

原来，人在放下了包袱之后。。

才会发现天空是蔚蓝的。

＝）

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Cameraku

Know why I haven't posted photos up here for quite some time dy??

That is coz my camera is not with me.. for almost 5 months!!

Yeah coz it follows my brother back to Scotland. T_T

It doesn't like staying in Bath anymore..

hmm guess Bath is too boring! =(

I miss my camera!!

I miss taking pictures!! Loads loads~

My iphoto is so dead now!! without new photo entry..

When can I get my camera back??!!!

Hopefully after new year!

Coz I gotta start my new life in Bath..

Let's make it more interesting and challenging this time!!!!

I gotta start to think of my new year resolution now..

One more month to go!!!

I am gonna welcome 2010 with open arms!!!

weeeee......... ^^

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哀呀

人心叵测,

我也已心灰意冷。

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Useless Me

Haih.. I find myself very useless nowadays..

coz I can never get things sorted as planned.

Everytime I want to start doing my work, I will feel sleepy.

So, I will end up sleeping in the end.

That is the singyeen that eveyone knows since she went to Secondary school.

She has never changed since then.

Hmm.. it's time to change the habit now!

I know I can do it!!!

Please support me my friends =)

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Very the productive day

Guess what? I am youtubing + watching badminton match at the same time. oh I was playing mahjong with a bunch of yams before that.. err i think that was at about 8.30 after dindin. so that means I have been spending my 4 hours doing something very productive!!! =.=" yeah you should be sweating now while reading this post.. coz I know I should be doing my work, not chilling.. I can't be CQ maan.. Know what is CQ?? its CHILL QUEEN! No, I can't be one.. coz i"m not CK's gf or wife. hehe so yeah.. i'm going back to do my work soon.. after the badminton match.. XD right.. slap myself.. HARD!! ok! i'm awake now.. i'll finish 500 words later! PROMISE!!!!

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最近。。

最近，不知怎么我的脾气变得很暴躁。

哥哥工作太忙，不再每天和我通电话了。

我也因此失去了我唯一忠实的聆听者。

有时候，我感觉真的很难过。

我很想很想找个人倾诉我的心情。

不过，世上还有谁真的可以了解我呢？

我到最后。。还不是一个人在这寂寞的世界里一个人的生活着。

我。。很想念我最亲爱的哥哥。

我更想念我最爱最疼爱我的爸爸。。

我，不知不觉又再次的掉下眼泪。

我真的很难过，很难过。。

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=(

I hate Mac! I can't log in skype with my bro's account. Tried so many times already but I still couldn't do it. I can't call home. I want to call home. I miss home.. I miss my mummy and daddy.

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Sunday morning

Waking up feeling very stressed again.

Set my alarm at 7.15 but dragged till 9.

Haven't been like this for quite a long time already.

coz this is not my habit..

but today, it feels weird.

I just don't wanna wake up at all.

I think I just want to escape from reality.

Sometimes I wish I can run away from this world.

I wanna go to a place that really suits me.. i know it's not here.

I want a place where peace, fun, relax and happy are there.

I don't belong to this world really.

Coz all i know is, I am a troublemaker!

If i continue to stay here, i'm gonna ruin the whole world.

So someone please send me away! please.. i beg you!

p.s: The weather is so crappy. I guess my Sunday won't be a perfect one =(

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Random

Ouch~ my nails hurt! Stupid me broke the opening of the tab of my newly bought junk food. =.='' So now I am having difficulty to open the container. T_T tried very hard by pulling the broken tab with my fingers but failed! Puff helped but she didn't manage to open as well.. Then puff suggested to break it with my keys *good idea* and so, I quickly checked my pocket/ handbag for my keys!!!!! *thought can get to taste it finally ^^* but guess what?!! I left my keys with BanBan!!!! OH NOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooo!!! *wet eyes* What should I do to get to taste my plum sweet?? I need to break the tab in order to get accessed to the little cute sweets! =(

Few minutes later.. after a few more times of trials, trying to open it with all the strength I can gather. *my finagernails are really very painful now..* and finally I heard a loud sound ' poppss'.. and I looked down. Yes!!!! I opened it!!! wohooo~ hehe I am eating the sweets now =) It tastes good!!! =) right.. gotta go do lab now.. have a nice day guys!! =D

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Sucky weather

The weather in Bath sucks!

It's freaking cold man!!

I am FREEZING!!!

MAC MSN Messenger is driving me crazy!!

Seriously.

I can't talk to people who are appearing offline.

I can't talk to people when I am appearing offline too.

Not able to download PPS software.

So no tvb dramas.

Sien gao gao

DAMN IT!!

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My dream has come true!!

Me back form London!!

Hmm..

WHO SAYS I NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE??!!

hehe.. It's me. :P

but not this time oh!! coz..

MY DREAM HAS FINALLY COME TRUE!!!!! =D

I went for a short trip in London with BanBan, Kok Rong and Kenny last weekend! It was just an eating trip this time actually. *They call it "LIFESTYLE" =.="* You might think we are mad. Went all the way to London just to eat. *Nothing better to do ar?!* If you think this is crazy then I think we are. Coz we love to eat!! Yes, we love food!!!! Who cares about getting fat??! * I do actually =P But.. I always remember someone's quote. That is "DIET STARTS TOMORROW!" Cool right?! That's how I always ended up eating too much in the end and gaining weight. T_T *Blame him, really* But then, who wouldn't eat till drop when they're in London? especially for people like us who come from a very ang moh place where there's not much choice of food? To me, it will be MALAYSIAN FOOD that I will always crave for!! yeah baybeh~ i'm talking about nasi lemak now. ^^ Do I sound very happy now? hehe Nobody tells you before that I'll be very happy over little thing?? A small gift can make me fly high up in the sky. A simple compliment like you're beautiful can make me excited for the whole day..well, there's a chance that I might fall in love with you *winks* and FOOD will make be go extremely HIGH!!!!! lol ok, guess that's too much already. :P Well, if it's not for my health *money too :P* and to keep my body in shape so that BanBan will stay with me forever/ also to attract other guys lol*, I will eat until I drop (Orz)! I'm not kidding man. YOu know I don't tell lie, don't you? ;) Anyway, I had fantastic food in London!

1. Chinese dissert
2. Malaysia food @ Rasa Sayang!! * We had nasi lemak, curry noodles, sambal petai and teh tarik!!* Hope eugene's house doesn't stink after we left :P
3. Korean food @ Arang!! Quite nice but we paid quite a bit for very little amount of food. So it didn't really feel up our stomach. *Not sure about others but I know I wasn't full *greedy me :P
4. Chinese food!! We ordered about 7-8 dishes! It was the greatest meal of all!! I love the pork *can't remember what's cooked with =.="* and roasted duck!!! I had 2 plates of rice in total!! Cool man~ I don't normally eat much rice. But I had 2!! So this has shown that the dishes were extremely good!! =D

Guess I have gained many kgs after this trip. T_T So should I eat dinner tonight??

Right, food was one of the reasons I followed them to London. In fact, there's another reason why I went with them. ^^ Come on, have a guess! I know you know it! ;) hmm.. Sing Yeen isn't that simple after all. How can she be satisfied so easily right?? Food alone doesn't really make her very happy indeed. lol Hehe Yeah, I went to London to shop too!! *wink winks* Nah, I didn't shop a lot, really. You know I am not a shopaholic. And you also know I'm not rich to shop till I drop! HAHA yeah, I really can't afford it. =) Basically, I went London to get something that I have been longing for ONE YEAR AGO!! *Told you I ain't a shopaholic! ;) Want to know what it is? It's My favourite Abercrombie and Fitch fleece jacket!!!

MY DREAM HAS FINALLY COME TRUE!

I AM SUPER DUPER HAPPY now!! =D

*I bet you'll feel the same too when you finally got something that you have been hoping for a long time ago =) *

Ohh.. other than that, I have also got one for BanBan as well for his 22nd birthday!! Belated birthday present. I know I ain't romantic coz I know I was supposed to give him a surprise birthday present, like other girlfriends would do. But too bad I ain't one of them. =( But I guess he doesn't really mind that. =) *Do you, Da?* And also, I have got myself another pair of shoes coz my favourite Nike shoes koyak liao. *very sad coz it was my most favourite first pair of branded shoes from my 2nd brother. But never mind. I know I gotta start liking the new shoes. It's Addidas though*i prefer Nike coz more comfy*, chosen by BanBan. =D

So.. THAT IS IT! =D

It was a short but fantastic trip! although the weather was quite crappy but still I HAD FUN!!

*Thanks to Eugene for letting us stay at his place! I LOVE HIS APARTMENT!!! So does BanBan!! Hmm.. hope we can get one next time after we step into our working world! =D

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Sien

Waking up feeling very stressed today. I have no idea why. What I know is I need to breathe. I need to take a break and have a kitkat. eh no. take a break and have a pack of Loacker! yeeahh.. our 2kg loackers just arrived at 12 argyle terrace today this morning at 9 smt!!! wah, we'll eat till we lose our voice man. haha Hmm right, i'm gonna go chill for a while before I rush to the library for few hours hibernation. Coz library has 24 hour heating system ON!!! It's too cold now in Bath. T_T Keep warm people! Don't fall sick =)

I am Feeling blue @@ Hope my London trip can cheer me up a bit! =)

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不懂

我究竟是为什么而活着？

me PMS again.

not pre-, its POST-

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Interesting~

hohoho.. know what, our fai cai wong aka mr wong just scolded 'f' word!!! wahahahha

p.s : fai cai wong is our new mystery friend ;)

Feeeeeeling: very the hungry and i almost swallowed the virus stock *nah that was a lie* another hour of waiting time before we can continue with our lab work!! super duper sien @@

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Final year "project"

Waking up feeling slightly better today. No more fever and flu is getting better.. just a little pain in my throat and chest. I guess it's because of too much coughs. Hmm I feel like using the salbutamol inhaler again as my chest still feels a little bit tight. It didn't help much last night though after using it but I guess it could be because of the wrong technique. Never mind. Let's try applying some "tiger balm" onto my chest. Hope its "hotness" can help. =) Or perhaps, like BanBan said, it could be because of my psychological thought? I really don't know. It can be true. Coz once I get distracted with other things, I won't feel like there's a need to take a deep breath. Hmm I know it sounds really weird coz I can't believe it myself! Anyway, I am guessing that it's the inflammation in my throat that causes the shortness of breath. Again, never mind. I have already taken my next dose of antiviral. Let's just hope that the antiviral can be a "man", and do the right thing - yes! kill all the virus!! Gambate, tamiflu!!! All my hope is in "you" now!!

P.S. ://

Special thanks to my lovely and brave housemates for taking good care of me..

yeekee-chan aka puff aka mariam

• Kept checking on me to make sure that I am still alive
• Cooked bacon porridge for me *the bacon was not as small as you described to me though =(* and gave me hot water bottle to keep me warm *cho chweet*
• Sent me RUH (hospital) contact number just in case I became half-dead after having breathing difficulty.. * maybe she's scared that I'll die in the house :P*
• And finally, asked me to do exercise with her coz she said I have been lying on my bed for too long! =.="

Kimmy-chan aka nyam

• Kept offering me help coz he thought I wasn't allowed to get out of my room. lol
• Made 4 slices of bread with kaya for my dinner and I could only eat 2 *yeah, he wanted to make me fat! :P* But very sweet of you coz you brought in a cup of warm water for me as well ^^ coz I really needed water that time! XD
• Made lame jokes (with yeekee) but I guess that jokes weren't made on purpose coz they are natural lamers! especially kimmy. But but, the jokes did really help me to forget my sickness for a while. =)
• Offered me his salad for dindin. But I didn't have it coz I think he needs it more than me :P

Simone - my new housemate!

• Offered to supply me paracetamol coz she's got loads of them! =D
• Helped me with boiling water etc..
• And I think now the virus has spread!! She has got infected!! ="( Chorry!!!

And last but not least.. Many many thanks and chorriesssss to -

My beloved BanBan!!

• Kept wanting to take care of me but also kept being rejected.. Chorry~ *I just didn't want him to waste time walking here all the way, doing nothing in my room while he could use the time to study at home!
• And he cured me pain! Yes, he is my best medicine!! *haha..ok la not cure but become much better dy la.. ^^*

End of story! SO now you can see that having friends around you is very important!!!! and also having a bf/gf is even more important!!!!!!!

COnclusion : Love can cure all kind of disease =D

*I wish I can hand in this write-up for my final year project but too bad.. it's just one of my dreamssss.. T_T*

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Headache

S*iT.. I thought I have already recovered!!
But guess NO! I still feel very bad ..
My headache is still there. T_T Muscle pain.. and stiff neck!! I can hardly turn my head around..dang!
AND NON-STOP SNEEZING .. OOPS
oh well.. just hope I dont spread the virus everywhere in the uni la..
I really want to finish today's lab ASAP!! then I can go back and sleep!
I miss my bed =( headache la..

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