Again, i'm back in the country that doesn't belong to me.
Been back in this cold place for almost one week now.
I'm missing home like crazy. I want to go home! =(
The cold weather makes me miss home even more.
Having nothing to do during weekend makes me feel so lonely.
Yes, this is how pathetic my life is now.
The only thing that I can do is to make my whole flat full of noise by turning up the volume while watching some variety shows. I know it sounded very sad but it's true.
Perhaps, I'm just used to having someone to hang up with over the weekend for the past few weeks. And now, it's so hard for me to get back to "single life". T_T
One more year, just another year..
I promise I won't come back here again, at least not by myself..
I just can't bear with the pain when waving goodbye at the airport to someone that I really wish I could spend everyday together, trying hard to hold back the tears and put on a big smile on my face, so he will not worry too much.
I told him that it won't be as painful as the first time.
But, I'm totally wrong.
My heart still aches very much every single time I wave goodbye at the airport.
And this time, it's gonna be a year long wait till I go back again.
I guess this is why I felt the pain in my heart even more.
I promise.. I will be strong and stay happy till the day I go back for good!
I can't wait for the day to come..
Time.. please fly FASTER!!!
-dE_prInceSse-
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