Worried

BACK!! Exam result is coming out in 5 days time!! I'm so worried!! Am I going to pass all the units this time and proceed to final year?? I pray hard for it!! I hope I pass all!! PLEase please!! Let me pass!!!!Anyways, there's another thing that I'm worried about the most now. It's my placement. I have no confidence that I'll do good in it. Coz I don't think I have enough knowledge to handle my job well. Besides, my exam result is not good at all for the last 2 years.

Being someone who has no sense of direction, I am worried that I won't be able to get to my working place safe and sound. First, I need to wake up very early in the morning at around 5am in order to catch the earliest train which is at 6am!! That's not a problem. The main problem is I need to transit somewhere!! I checked the schedule but I didn't understand at all!! I"m so dead!! I don't know which train line I should look for.. Abby explained to me though so I just hope that I don't get on to the wrong train!! If not, bye bye lo singyeen and my job!! Think it's time for me to learn now!! I believe that I CAN DO IT!! YES, I CAN!! ;)

I know it is gonna be a tiring placement. COz I have to wake up early in the morning and I can only get back home at around 8.30pm. HOw sad that is.. I just hope that the shop opens early and close late in the evening so that I don't need to wait for 4 hours everyday (including morning+evening). BUt think that won't happen so I"ll have to cope with this lifestyle for 2 months. T_T Anyway, I have planned to bring my laptop along everyday so I can find a coffee shop and chill there. Hmm.. think that's not a bad idea. I can have English lifestyle, sitting in a coffee shop, having a cup of hot coffee while reading newspapers or books. It can be quite enjoyable. Or maybe I can watch my anime if I have gotten bored of the lifestyle. ;)(hope the locals won't laugh at me :P) BUT WHAT ABOUT MY DINNER??!! Nvm..i'll think about it later. WIll probably just go home and boil vege and sweetcorn. Coz I have to go to bed at 11pm the latest!! T______________________T What a hard time I'll have for 2 months =(

Anyway, I can't do anything much about it so might as well just accept the way it will be. Let's try to make my 2 months a wonderful time!! I'll try :D 5 more days!! then MY placement will officially start!! And guess I won't be here so often anymore, or perhaps it will be the other way round since I'll have so much waiting time in Frome!! hehehe We'll see how it would be when the time comes XD Alright, that's about it for now.. I"m going out with Abby chan soon!! We are gonna go out for a date!!

Goodbye~ Happy holidays and have fun to those who are in Malaysia now. Please help me eat char keow tiao, hokkien mee, chee cheong fan, curry mee, laksa, char siew pao, egg tarts, wantan mee, roti canai, teh tarik, mee goreng, burger, nasi lemak, bak kkut teh, pan mee, and alot alot more.. so I"m not gonna list everyting down here coz I think that will take forever!! Coz Malaysia is a FOOD HEAVEN!! I love Malaysian food and I miss them alot alot!!! MYfriends, help me eat all!! DOn't worry that you'll be fat coz you are NOT fat at all!! So just eat!! :P

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