Mental Breakdown

WHY DO I CHOOSE PHARMACY?
I THINK I HAVE CHOSEN THE WRONG PATH.
I SHOULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING ELSE.
LIKE MUSIC OR ACTING OR WHATEVER.
ANYTHING THAT DOES NOT RELATED TO MEDICINES AND DISEASES.
I WILL BE FINE WITH IT.

TAKE MY NEIGHBOUR AS AN EXAMPLE
THEY CHILL EVERY NIGHT!! I SAY EVERY OK?!
THEY TURN ON THEIR SUPER LOUD MUSIC,
AS IF THEY ARE IN A CLUB, FORGETTTING ABOUT THEIR NEIGHBOURS WHO ARE HAVING EXAMS!!!THEN KEEP SHOUT LIKE THEY ARE TORTURING EACH OTHER.
WHAT THE HELL!!!

BLOODY HELL!!! I AM DAMN ANGRY WITH THEM COZ I CAN'T CONCENTRATE AT ALL.
YEEKEE, AT THIS MOMENT I THINK ONLY YOU CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL.
I FEEL LIKE BURNING DOWN THEIR SOUND SYSTEM,
TORTURING THEM BY CUTTING THEIR THROATS
(SEE WHETHER THEY CAN STILL SHOUT)
THEN KILL ALL OF THEM ONE BY ONE, AND THEN THROW THEM IN LONGKANG
LET THEM FAT MOU!! LET MAGGOTS EAT THEIR BODY..

OH MY GOD.. I THINK I'VE GONE CRAZY!! I NEED A LONG BREAK!!
I AM SUPER DUPER STRESSED RIGHT NOW!!
IF I DON'T EXPRESS IT I THINK MY HOUSEMATES HAVE TO SEND ME TO PSYCHIATRIC WARD ALREADY. I JUST CAN'T STAND EXAMS ANYMORE!! I HAVE SO MUCH TO REMEMBER BUT MY BRAIN IS SO SMALL!! TELL ME HOW TO FIT EVERYTHING IN THERE?? I AM NOT BORN WITH GENIUS BRAIN OK!!

HAIH.. THINK I SHOULD STOP COMPLAINING AND SHOUTING ALREADY. I BETTER CONTINUE WITH MY REVISION BEFORE I REALLY GO CRAZY COZ I CAN'T WASTE MORE TIME IF NOT I WILL NOT HAVE TIME TO FINISH REVSING ALL MY LECTURES.
GOD!! PLEASE GIVE ME MORE TIME!! I NEED MORE BREAK!!! I WANT TO CHILL ALSO!

HELP ME!!!

-dE_prInceSse-

PA30247

Warning!!
This post is all about PA30247!!
Escape now if you don't want to get "infected" by it!!
hmm.. don't worry~
It's not related to H1N1 though..
not that infectious la lolx

So
What's in PA30247??
hmm.. it's about law and ethics!!
ok! not only that..
It's actually about ... ...
MDA! - misuse of drug act
on drug dependence!!
yeah.. sounds very serious right??
oh yes it is indeed!!

SO..
what have I found in the lecture?
It's the abbre. of CBT!!!
hmm.. Do you know what is CBT??
hehe..
let me tell you
coz I still remember it
after studying law and ethics with yk since morning from 11 till 2!
more than 12 hours already ok? No kidding!!

CBT stands for "Cheah Beng Tack"
what is that??
hehe.. it's yk's sec school friend's name!
LOLX!

It should be CBT- Cognitive Behaviour Therapy! :P
ok.
we didn't make fun of the friend..
it's just coz whenever she sees the word CBT,
it reminds her of her friend CBT!!!
hahahahhahaha...

Alright! That's enough of making fun of others..
it's very late already.. we shall all go to bed soon!
Good night people!!!
Let's continute studying tmr!!!
hopefully can study like today again
(both of us quite proud of ourselves actually :P)
coz we have never done that before!!
hooray!! hit " HOT AND SEXY RECORD!! "
HOT = yk
SEXY = sy
wakaka :P

k la.. enough craps for now..
BYE!!!

-dE_prInceSse-

Stress

Shit!!
The feeling comes back again.
I feel like shit.. =.="
I am very stressed now!!!
My exams officially start tomorrow.
I am so nervous. T_T
Everything I studied seems not going in my small, tiny, and saturated brain.
How? How?!! HOW?!!
I want to cry already..
I don't know how to start my revision.
One hour has passed since I woke up and now I am still doing nothing.
Dammit! So stressed man!!
ok.. let's go back and try to concentrate on my lectures again.
I AM SO DEAD!!

-dE_prInceSse-

Oh My~

Currently on : Koko ni Iru yo ( MUST WATCH THIS!!)

My current favourite song which I need to listen for hundred times everyday :) I like the guy's voice in the clip, very sexy ;) and also the rhythm of the song, it makes me feel very energetic!!

Have I ever told you that I love coffee? yeah I think I did!! Apart from "wei-ta-na" soya milk, coffee is another type of drinks that I love with all my heart and soul. Yeah, you are right! I'm a coffee-addict!! Just like those who must drink coke everyday! *Are they even related? Coffee vs coke? Don't care! :P* Fuiyo~ luckily coke is my last choice of drinks that I'll never crave for- unless i got nothing else to drink. hehe ^^ If not, I think I'll go to heaven earlier ;)

I drank too much coffee and tea today. I think I am caffeine overdosed! That's also why I am still awake at this late hours. =.=" *it's 3 smt now! ok, I wrote abit earlier and then came back and continued writing :P* coz I did something very silly. Being too lazy, I poured coffee powder into my mug without using a teaspoon!! So yeah.. I was supposed to add one teaspoon, but I added like about 3 teaspoons!! So tell me, how to not stay awake??

I AM SO WIDE AWAKE NOW!!

Okay.. that's enough of stupid crap for today. Let's get back to study! Now is suspension revision time!! Hmm.. 70 + slides for this lecture!!! T_T Right, shall end here. Suspension is calling me! and I gotta sleep at 5! so, bye~

-dE_prInceSse-

沉思－了解

我再次地陷入了沉思之中。
了解，就是我想和你谈的话题。
最近，我在想。。
了解一个人，应该是世上最最艰难的事吧。
或许是因为每个人在成长的过程不停的改变,　
想法和以前也不一样了。
因此，想了解一个人，大概需要时间吧。。
不过，我也在想。。
时间也不一定可以让你彻底了解一个人。

举个例子：
我最近联络了一位认识多年的好朋友。。
大概也有十几年了。 哎，时间过得真快。。
我们谈到了过去。
他问起了我关于他的兴趣，品味。
我回复了他。。
结果。。。答案居然错了！他失望极了。
不过，这也不能怪我。。
那是应为我们好久没联络了。。大家都在忙各自的事。
因此，他变了，我也变了。。
沟通少了，了解彼此的机会也少了。。
只然而之，两个人之间的距离也增加了。

你， 听到了我的答案吗？
是的。。 答案是：互相沟通。
想更了解一个人，
需要不断的沟通。。
才能互相了解彼此。。
感情也会更深。

不过。。
除了沟通，我认为细心观察也很重要。。
因为，即使沟通，也不一定会细诉一切。。
每个人都会要自己的秘密嘛。。
也许是我个人的问题。。
我不喜欢多说，不多过问。。
我希望别人可以了解我，
即使我不说出来。。　＝．＝
所以，有些人认为我太难以了解了。。
我不怪大家，我只怪我自己。。
我真得太太复杂了！！！

好啦，我不想多谈了。
我好累好累。。
你仔细想想吧。
你了解我了吗？

沉思的我

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