Do I deserve all this?

Why must all this happen to me? Why?!
Can't it be somebody else? *OK, I can't be that selfish*
But, I really can't bear with this feeling anymore.
It's kinda killing me!
In a way that I have never expected.
My heart is pain.. it hurts!
I try not to be affected by the feeling
..and I think I can, if I try hard enough.
Hope I can get over it very soon, hopefully.

THIS IS NOT FUN AT ALL!! T_T
No Fun.. No Fun... No Fun......

-dE_prInceSse-