Give up?

I have been busy studying for my exams for the past few weeks..
well.. of course I do have some relaxing and play time too..
But..now what depresses me the most is..
"WHY AM I DOING ALL THIS?"
' as in.. why am i studying so hard for exams "
*yeekee asked me the other day but I couldn't give her a good answer*
This is because I don't have an answer for myself too!
Sometimes, I just feel like giving up.. everything I'm doing now..
Perhaps, the only motivation is..

I don't want to disappoint my family.

Guess that is the reason why I'm still doing it now..
And also because I know that it can ensure me a better life in future.. So yeah.. what do you think? Have you ever thought of this before??

In fact, I can tell you that I don't even know what kind of life I wanna live. What about a simple life.. ????
Why can't I just choose to live a simple life??
Well, I am not sure what kind of simple life I meant here..
But guess it's something different from the one I'm living now..
Upon thinking of all this, I started to doubt my choice.. I started to think... ...
Why did I choose this path??

p.s: singyeen has become quite depressed today T_T
hmm.. guess she'll be alright soon.. just feel like telling

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