Loneliness

Called home today.. it seems like a usual thing for me to do now. fyi, i seldom called home when I was in uni. I guess that's because I had my brother to call me every night.. and most importantly, coz I have friends around me.. that's when I was still in Bath.

Now.. I'm in Wells. Living alone, in a new place. No friends. Know nobody. i feel sad.

I also called my aunty today. Talked to my lovely cousins. They are so sweet.. they knew I'm lonely here living alone with no family and friends around. so they talked to me on the phone for hours! XD

Guess what? I didn't know I was so lonely.. till my cousin asked: "Are you lonely there?"

i couldn't reply her straight away. I kept quiet for a while and tried to think.. and ask myself.. " do i feel lonely?" OK. The answer is "yes, I do." but of course I didn't tell them what I actually feel.. I said "No" to her. haha.. and I know that she didn't believe that.. coz she knows I am. otherwise I would not have called home and talked on the phone for hours! *she actually said that to me* I think this line "你说你还是喜欢孤单.. 其实你怕被我看穿" really suits me now.. hahaha

I know I can go through this.. at least I know there are people who are supporting me, giving me hope and strength to move on! I know I can do it!!

I'm not that lonely, honestly. I'm NOT!!

It's a very nice song.. for puff!! *the first line :P*

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